June is only 5 months away. He's moving to Washington D.C., Virginia. His dad was promoted to the #2 guy at Exxon. I should be so estatic, but i'm falling to pieces.
I know that our love can stand the test of distance, but that doesn't make it easy. No more tucking me in at night, no more randomly showing up at my doorstep just to say "I love you" no more making sure you leave the sliding door unlocked so we can sneak you back home after curfew. There are so many things i'm going to miss, all happening in the span of a year.
I'm not deppressed, i'm just not happy. People have been telling me to cheer up, get over it, put a smile on, so i have been. But that's not me right now.
Am i scared? Yes. Why? Whose gonna come over in the middle of the night when I need someone to hold me and rock me to sleep and tuck me in... Grow up, it wont last forever. You don't know what we have, you don't know the signs that we have been shown.
Do you really love him? Beyond Words.
Marry him someday? Tonight please.
Why can't he just stay here? My mom offered for him to live with us, but his parents would cut him off financially, including college. My mom can't afford to pay his college tuition right now..
Are you going to be ok? Yes.
Can you live without him? He will forever be in my heart. no matter what the outcome...
Answering everyones questions,
Beach Blondie
