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So for those of you that know me, you'll know that i'm pretty much upsessed with worship music. The heart felt lyrics, the truth, the brokeness, the humbleness, the actual music itself, everything in it to me is amazing. Today was kind of just a long day for me, and I felt a little bit discouraged about my life and how things are right now. So, as usual, i pull out my laptop and go on to youtube and start listening to a bunch of hillsong worship music. Then I saw the song "From The Inside Out" on the sidebar, and I clicked on it immediatley. I listened to it about 4 times, and I'm still listening to it... I've heard this song many times before, sung it for our youth band. replayed it many times, but today... When I was listening to it, tears began to just sting at my eyes. I felt comfort. "Everlasting your light will shine when all else fades, never ending your glory goes beyond all fame and the cry of my heart is to bring you praise from the inside out Lord my soul cries out (repeat)". Today there was just someting else there.. It was like God was saying "when everything else is fading when everyone else can't possibly begin to comprehend, me, the light, me, I am there. I am yours, you are mine. From the inside out be mine, follow the light. To me its amazing in the way that God speaks. God can speak through youtube, through a facebook post with words of wisdom or a small scripture, God is here. God is living. God is that light, and when everything else fades, his light shines the brightest. I posted the link below to the song, and I encourage you all to watch the actual video itself. It is very moving to see all the hands raised, and the eyes closed, and its just pure worship. I hope this encourages some of you today. Catch ya later.

-BeachBlondie <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tv0qZl_Qu84

November Blues?

So I've been talking to a lot of different people lately about how their doing and how things are going in thier lives, and it seems like the month of November has just been all drama, crap, and sadness. Its been really wierd. For me, i've been having a pretty rough month, and for all of my close friends thier has been so much drama, and loss. Its just been soo odd. It's really sad, and a little odd actually. Ussually its pretty spread out when people are going through things, one person is dealing with this, they get over it, and a few weeks after someone else starts having issues. Its really intresting that now everybody is having a bad month, what happened there? Just my thoughts as this month comes to an end in two days.. Any comments?

So I now have a Blog. Whoa, I always said i'd never get one of these. I have tumblr and facebook, but when I look at the regular posts of tumblr it looks like facebook... I need somewhere where I can just write and let loose about the day, how I'm feeling. Vent. laugh, cry, smile. Blogging. Welcome to me, Beach Blondie's Blog.